MALAM ituuu

ini sebuah kisah tentang malam
yah
malam itu sersa biasa saja
tak ada yang spesial
namun satu hal yang membuat malam itu spesial
kalimat yang tertulis pada layar monitor itu
membuat jantungku berdegup kencang
tanganku dingin
bukan, bukan karna efek dari ac yang sedang kunyalakan
tapi dingin sungguh
dan aku berkeringat
tak henti hentinya ku baca kalimat itu
dengan persaan sennag dicampur sedih, kaget, tak percaya
AKU BINGUNG!

namun yah
tersadar kembali saat 1 kalimat muncul
ternyata yah aku tertipu
tapi sungguh aneh
jika memang itu hanya tipuan,
tapi mengapa persanku berkata TIDAK
bukan pi, itu sungguh benar
namun hanya ada satu alasan kenapa dijadikan sebagai lelucon
yang aku tak tahu sampai sekarang

just PLEASE explain it to me and it will be alright than ya just keep a silent!

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY by Fergie

La da da da

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Yeah

[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

La da da da da da